Thank you Josh for that goatastic internet find.
So. It's been awhile.
I haven't written in forever mainly because I have a two year old who sucks the ever loving life out of me. Truth be told, I wouldn't have it any other way. (Shhhhh, And I can't wait for #2......soon y'all.....soon.)
Oh, and I should probably also mention that I quit my job.
You know.
The super lucrative one that made me millions, my boss wasn't a bullshit lying douchcanoe, and His boss didn't like pansy's like that.
Moving on.
I found out my 'manager' was a liar about 2 years into my job. I finally had the guts to leave that place and shove my special finger up his ass after 6 years.
That was 2 months ago.
I am now a full time, work at home mom, seriously putting myself out there, to partly survive on my abilities to take good pictures.
Fuck my introverted bass-awkards life.
Yup.
I don't know what's more screwed up. Me quitting a job where I dealt with one, possibly two, assholes a week, but the rest of the time i was pretty much left alone. Or the fact that I'm my own asshole now because I'm pushing myself to be the next Ansel Adams. Fuck. Life sucks. But at the same time I love it.
+++++
So here I am.
4AM in the morning. Unable to sleep, because that's what happens when your unstable (at least thats what some people think), or, for some reason , I'm so finally excited about life that you just can't let one second pass.
I was wondering what prompted the job related change but didn't want to be on facebook like "WHYYYYY?"....so thanks for the update. Minus the issue of not having an income, I enjoyed my 3 months off last year after we got fired and before I found another place that forces me to wear shoes and pants.
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